Affair

No, I don't have a boyfriend; instead, I'm having a crush on someone's boyfriend.
That's shameful, right? I've been suffering from this unmentionable.

I had met him at CHU before I attended. At first, I didn't know and didn't presume that he is unavailiable. We chatted and exchanged our life experiences during the initial period of fresh(wo)man life. We got along very well, really, and I thought we were meant to be together. He is different than most boys I met in CHU; he is creative, humorous and tall and wise.... he is just my type, and we have a lot in common. He treated me very well and different than he did to the others, especially, and so that I misundertood his kindness.

He has a girlfriend, and they've been dating for over four years. That's a shock to me, but fortunately I found the truth at the very beginning. After I knew that, I started to see the girl in every occasion of the club. I would have expected that I didn't know the existence of her.
She lives in Taipei, same as him. She doesnt study in CHU.

Well... Initially, I was really upset that the supposed soulmate just went out of the scene. When I noticed that the girl brings him happiness, I realize that he doesn't belong to me in any place. I feel happy that my love gets his love.

Now, the boy and I are still as same as we were before. Only the secret hidden within my heart has been changed; it hasn't been revealed. Still, I feel the same as I was. He doesn't know that.

I treasure the time that I can be with him. He treats me different than others; the same, special.
But I change the way I love him. I like to see him smiling, and I expect that I could be infected with his happiness. On December 3rd and 4th. We'll performance together. Good Luck to me. :P

When: December 3rd PM12:00
Where: the M building (square)
What: Band performing for charity of helping mentally retarded children get music instruments to play.

GOOD LUCK


Creep