28 November, 2009

This is so blind

Just can't help but wanna be nice to you

Accept all of you.
I know what does it call!
But it's so blind...

God, please show me how to deal with it.
I thought I could stop feeling this way, at least after tonight.
But I think the feeling grows stronger that I can't even decide.

So foolish and so... suffering
but I know I enjoy it quite well.
When it comes to be with him, I just lose control of my mind.

God, please help me figure it out.
Will he come at last? Or it's me who gets over this suffering stuff?

24 November, 2009

回首說再見

這是條 持續很久的路
奮力地 走著,堅持著
如今,要道別了

或許不這麼一訣永別
便沒能更突破眼前的矮牆
總曉得一跨就過
也曉得不捨不得

會懷念,會冀望
但星光 稍縱而逝
多年陪伴的掌聲與注目
那灰暗區塊因此而完整了

那笑容所藏的 曾是破碎不堪
已捨棄、已平復
卸下面具,負起行囊

謝謝這舞台給的一切
現在,讓我一個人勇敢地,走往另一處。