失語的嬰兒

像個失語的嬰兒

殷殷艾艾的
滿腦子關鍵字卻組不出一個句子
回答不出問題 支支吾吾
用尷尬地笑著
來掩飾喪氣的野獸

此時此刻
多希望自己是被遺棄的嬰兒
放聲地大哭
問我 無語
目中無人地活著
自行探頭摸索這無垠世界

希望耳力能瞬間退化
有時候
真是希望自己全聾
安份過完此生


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The next thing to do

有記憶以來，一直很怕遇到這樣的主題
愛恨情仇，意紛亂
一旦失去了一個定點、目標
就像是生命失去了重心
想必在過去的經驗中有過什麼缺失
抑或是很多人這麼困擾著也說不定

這幾天試著去解開這道謎
我想，是快克服了

這幾個月 很忙亂
待辦事項 堆積新進
一個個完成後，挪了點空檔
試著體驗一個 全然自我的境界
很喜歡那樣子的感覺
既使很孤獨，很想向旁人求助
清除些老舊的思緒 注入新取的體驗
一些童年壓抑在內心深處的檔案
被想起來、剖析、然後面對、承認、擁抱
哭過一遍之後
過去那脆弱、不堪的自己
徹底被挖掘出來(一半)
很激昂
然後好平靜


很神奇
雖然 回到現實後
還有成堆 等著被解開的謎
但 終於 勇敢面對了那個 不是我以為的自己
很開心

This is so blind

Just can't help but wanna be nice to you

Accept all of you.
I know what does it call!
But it's so blind...

God, please show me how to deal with it.
I thought I could stop feeling this way, at least after tonight.
But I think the feeling grows stronger that I can't even decide.

So foolish and so... suffering
but I know I enjoy it quite well.
When it comes to be with him, I just lose control of my mind.

God, please help me figure it out.
Will he come at last? Or it's me who gets over this suffering stuff?

回首說再見

這是條 持續很久的路
奮力地 走著，堅持著
如今，要道別了

或許不這麼一訣永別
便沒能更突破眼前的矮牆
總曉得一跨就過
也曉得不捨不得

會懷念，會冀望
但星光 稍縱而逝
多年陪伴的掌聲與注目
那灰暗區塊因此而完整了

那笑容所藏的 曾是破碎不堪
已捨棄、已平復
卸下面具，負起行囊

謝謝這舞台給的一切
現在，讓我一個人勇敢地，走往另一處。

一首歌的時間

給我一首歌的時間

將帶你看見這三年的故事
怵働 心陷 惆隅 而後往前
如何轉變 改變

獨舞
跳出多年的孤寂
請你牽起我的手 共舞
你將感覺到 我的溫度 因你共存
看著我的雙眸 盼不得一縷私情

一首歌的時間
就好

Procrastination is the thief of time

"Procrastination is the thief of time."

I did a lot of things and failed in the end because of the laziness, and I feel I'm more like a cheater of my own life as the cheater in exams or papers. The same attitude toward things makes the two combine. Yeah... I'm not responsible of my own, and I did a lot irresonsible stupid things to procratinate the real important things. Now I'm taking the results. Doing three challenge quesions in a few hours really can't be good enough for teachers to see. I... I'll soon revise them individually and turn in... :(

I don't want and don't dare to procrastinate anymore.

Animal Rights

#2. Animal Cruelty Law
The amendment, however, allows for the killing of animals that pose "immediate danger" to a person's life, health, freedom or property or to public security.

Sometimes I wonder that if an animal kills a person, and it will become a serious news; however, I think animals, including humans, exist equally, and everyone has the right to live on the Earth. We human just misuse our intelligence. As for the law, it's not that strict actually because animals can't speak up for their own, and so we are the only way which can provide them better welfare. I think the law should have been passed a long time ago, but the fact is there, so the proper things we could do is to follow the law, and I suggest that the government can constitute an legal organization to support this law precisely. Oooh! And I suppose that all the animals should be protected, too.

In the primitive period, animals didn't belong to any creatures, so I feel shamful that they become wanderers in the city or on the road nowadays, but aren't the habitants of this world? And now it seems like that there shouldn't be any animals roving on the streets. :(

#3. Animals Taiwan Website

The purpose of the website is to gather people who care about animals and want to stop the suffering of animals . They are a volunteer group. The website provides the phone numbers of animal hospitals. God! I need it! I should have known this web. And they inform people of news about animals. My dad browses this kind of website every day. Thank you, Jeff. Thank you for informing this website.